Why do I want to be so skinny that my ribs show in my chest?
Why do I want to be so skinny that my thighs don't touch?
Why do I think I looked my best when I was barely eating?
Why does hindsight exist?
Why can't I have the will power my in-laws do?
Why isn't it ok for me to look like this right now?
Why is satisfaction contingent on so many things and so impossible to attain?
Do any of you feel frustrated with the way you look and even more frustrated that you are frustrated about the way you look?
I just hate feeling like this.
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the latest and greatest challenge
100 PUSHUPS
Yesterday's Initial Test:
http://hundredpushups.com/test.html
16
Kinda pathetic but at least it's not less.
This means that tomorrow I'm supposed to start with column 3 but I'm not gonna. I'm going to eaaaaase into it and start with column 2.
Day 1 of Week 1
Today was easy, mostly because I've chosen to stick with the middle column even though I did enough to qualify for the most challenging column.
I was able to bang out all of the push-ups in about 3 minutes rather than spacing them out a bunch. I also did 14 push-ups for my max out at the end. Those felt good. :)
I still feel comfortable with my choice to go easier. I think this will give me a better chance at success by keeping me from burning out on the program too quickly. How'd you do? ;)
Day 2
My second day should have landed on Sunday but I don't like working out on Sunday and I was zonked on that day. I completed day 2 late last night and it was hard.
For my last set, the max out set, I only eeked out 10. I don't know if it was because it was late or what but boy, rough go last night.
Hopefully Wednesday will be better.
PERMANENT CLASS SCHEDULE
PERMANENT CLASSES:
Zumba
Tuesday 9:30 A.M. Gold's Gym, East Club
Zumba
Wednesday 9:30 A.M. Viva Zumba
Zumba
Thursday 9:30 A.M. Gold's Gym, East club
Zumba
Thursday 11:30 A.M. Viva Zumba
Mommy Good Body Herself
- Kat Clark
- A fitness instructor looking for balance between a baking obsession and a skinny obsession. All while tending to my two hip expanding children.
3 comments:
Absolutely...I feel I should stop complaining and be grateful that I have a body that runs, dances, and plays with my family...it is hard to get perspective. I should be grateful even though my thighs over lap, i have major cellulite, love handles and rolls...You aren't the only one. But I do worry that you want to be so skinny that your ribs show...that is kinda scary Kat.
I totally understand!!!! it seems like no matter how hard you work you are never satisfied....UGH!!
Kat- I have a solution for you. Whenever you feel that way- just call me or look at me and you will feel 100% better and remember how beautiful and skinny you are! It is all in how you look at things- and I used to be about 50 lbs. lighter than I am now:)
Seriously girl- you are awesome and very beatiful-- I only dream about looking like you ;)
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